ESSAY ON FREEDOM
By
RUDOLF STEINER
Introduction
from - MYSTICISM AT THE DAWN OF THE MODERN AGE
There are magic formulas
that continue to act in perpetually new ways throughout the centuries of the
history of ideas. In Greece one such formula was regarded as an oracle of
Apollo. It is, “Know thyself.” As one meets such sentences, while walking the
most diverse paths of spiritual life, they seem to contain an infinite life
within them. The more one advances and the more one penetrates to an
understanding of all phenomena, the more the deeper meanings within these formulas
emerge. At many moments in the course of our meditations and thoughts, they
flash like lightning, illuminating our whole inner life. At such times,
something arises in us that feels as though we perceive the heartbeat of
humanity’s development. How close we feel to personalities of the past when one
of their sayings arouses the sensation in us that they are revealing to us the
fact that they have had such moments. We then feel ourselves brought into an
intimate relationship with these personalities. Thus for instance, we become
intimately acquainted with Hegel when, in the third volume of his Vortesungen über die Geschichte der
Philosophic (Lectures on the History of Philosophy), we
come upon the words: “Such stuff, one says, are the abstractions we behold when
we let the philosophers dispute and quarrel in our study, and decide matters in
this way or in that; these are abstractions made up of mere words. — No! No! They
are acts of the universal spirit, and therefore of fate. In this the
philosophers are closer to the master than those who feed upon the crumbs of
the spirit; they read or write the cabinet orders in the original; it is their
function to take part in writing them. The philosophers are the mystics who
were present at the act in the innermost sanctuary and who participated in it.”
When Hegel spoke these sentences, upon reaching the end of Greek philosophy in
the course of his analysis, he experienced one of the moments described above. And
through them he has shown that the meaning of Neo-Platonist wisdom, of which he
speaks at this point, was at one time illuminated for him, as by a stroke of
lightning. At the moment of this illumination he had become intimate with such
spirits as Plotinus and Proclus, just as we become intimate with him as we read
his words.
We also become intimate with
the solitarily meditating vicar in Zschopau, M. Valentinus Wigelius (Valentin
Weigel), when we read his words of introduction to the booklet, Erkenne dich selbst (Know
Thyself), written in 1578: “We read in the old sages the useful proverb
‘Know thyself’, which, although it is principally used to refer to worldly
behavior, such as, look well at yourself, what you are; search
in your bosom; judge yourself, and leave others uncensored; although it
is, I say, used in human life with respect to behavior, yet we may well apply
this saying, ‘Know Thyself,’ to the natural and supernatural understanding of
the whole person, so that we shall not only look at our self and
thus remember what our behavior should be with respect to other people, but
also understand our nature, internally and externally, in the spirit and in
nature: whence we come, of what we are made, and what we are meant for.” From
his own points of view, Valentin Weigel has thus arrived at insights that were
summed up for him in the oracle of Apollo.
A similar road to
understanding, and the same position with respect to “Know thyself,” can be
ascribed to a series of penetrating spirits, beginning with Meister Eckhart
(1260-1327) and ending with Angelus Silesius (1624-1677), to which Valentin
Weigel also belongs. What is common to these spirits is a strong feeling that
in our self-knowledge a Sun arises, which illuminates something beyond the
incidental individual personality of the beholder.
What Spinoza realized in the
ethereal height of pure thought (that “the human soul has a sufficient
knowledge of the eternal and infinite nature of God”), lived in them as
immediate perception; and for them self-knowledge was the path by which this
eternal and infinite nature was to be reached. It was clear to them that
self-knowledge, in its true form, endows us with a new sense that opens us to a
world that has the same relation to what can be attained without this sense as
does the world of the physically sighted to that of the blind. It would not be
easy to find a better description of the importance of this new sense than that
given by J. G. Fichte in his Berlin lectures in the year 1813: “Imagine a world
of people born blind, who therefore know only those objects and their
conditions that exist through the sense of touch. Go among them and speak to
them of colors and of the other conditions that exist only for sight through
the medium of light. Either you will speak to them of nothing — and it will be
better if they say so, for in this way you will soon notice your mistake, and,
if you cannot open their eyes, will put an end to this fruitless talk — or for
some reason they will want to give a meaning to your teaching; in this case
they will only be able to understand it through what they know from touch: they
will want to feel the light, the colors, and the other conditions of
visibility; they will think that they feel them, and will, within the realm of
touch, make up something that they call color and deceive themselves with it. Then
they will misunderstand, turn things around, and misinterpret.” Something
similar may be said of that toward which the spirits under discussion strove. In
self-knowledge they saw the opening up of a new sense. And in their opinion
this sense leads to insights that do not exist for those who do not perceive in
self-knowledge that which differentiates it from all other kinds of knowing. Those
to whom this sense has not opened itself think that self-knowledge arises in a
way similar to knowledge through external senses, or through some other means
acting from the outside. One may think, “Knowledge is knowledge.” However, in
one case its object is something situated in the external world and in the
other case it is in one’s own soul. We hear only words — at best abstract
thoughts — in what, for those who look deeper, constitutes the basis of their
inner life; namely, in the dictum that in all other kinds of knowing the object
is outside of ourselves, while in self-knowledge we stand inside the object;
that every other object comes into contact with us as something completed and
closed, while in our self we actively and creatively weave what we observe in
ourselves. This may appear as an explanation consisting of mere words, perhaps
as a triviality; but if properly understood, it can also appear as a higher
light that illuminates all other knowledge in a new way. To those in which it
appears under the first aspect, it is in the same situation as a blind person
to whom one says, a brilliant object is there. They hear the words, but for
them brilliance does not exist. One can unite in oneself the sum of the
knowledge of any given time period; [however], if one does not perceive the
significance of self-knowledge then in the higher sense all knowledge is but
blind.
Independent of us, the world
lives for us because it communicates itself to our spirit. What is communicated
to us must be expressed in the language characteristic of us. A book would be
meaningless for us if its contents were to be presented to us in an unknown
language. In the same way the world would be meaningless for us if it did not
speak to us in our “language”. The same language that reaches us from the realm
of objects, we also hear in ourselves. But then it is we who are
speaking. It is only a matter of listening aright to the transformation that
occurs when we close our perception to external objects and listen only to that
which then sounds in us. It is for this that the new sense is necessary. If
this sense is not awakened, we think that in the communications about ourselves
that we perceive only communications about an object external to ourselves; we
are of the opinion that there is something hidden somewhere, speaking to us in
the same way as do external objects. If we have the new sense, we know that its
perceptions are quite different from those which refer to external objects. Then
we know that this sense does not leave outside of itself that which it
perceives, as the eye leaves outside of itself the object it sees, but that it
can completely incorporate its object within itself. If I see an object, the
object remains outside of me; whereas, if I perceive myself, I myself enter
into my perception. If we seek some part of our self outside of what we
perceive, it shows that the essential content of what is perceived has not
become apparent to us. Johannes Tauler (1300-1361) expressed this truth in the
apt words: “If I were a king and did not know it, I would not be a king. If I
do not become clear to myself in my self-perception, then I do not exist for
myself. But if I do become clear to myself, then in my most fundamental nature
I possess myself in my perception. No part of me remains outside of my
perception.” J. G. Fichte strongly indicates the difference between
self-perception and every other kind of perception in the following words: “It
would be easier to get most people to consider themselves to be a piece of lava
in the moon than a ‘self’. He who is not in agreement with himself about
this does not understand thoroughgoing philosophy and needs none. Nature, whose
machine he is, will lead him without his doing anything in all the acts he has
to perform. In order to philosophize, one needs independence; and this one can
only give to oneself. We should not want to see without eyes, but we should
also not affirm that it is the eye which sees.”
The perception of oneself is
thus at the same time an “awakening” of the self. In our knowing we
connect the nature of things with our own nature. The communications from
things to us in our language become parts of our own self. A thing which
confronts me is no longer separate from me once I know it. That part of it that
I can take in is incorporated into my own nature. When I awaken my own self,
when I perceive what is within me, then I also awaken to a higher existence of
that which I have incorporated into my nature from the outside. The light that
falls upon me when I awaken also falls upon what I have appropriated to myself
of the things of the world. A light flashes in me and illuminates me, and with
me everything I know of the world. Everything I know would remain blind
knowledge if this light did not fall upon it. I could penetrate the whole world
with my knowledge, but it would not be what it must become in me if knowledge
were not awakened to a higher existence within me.
What I add to things by this
awakening is not a new idea, is not an enrichment of the content of my
knowledge; it is a raising of knowledge, of cognition, to a higher level, on
which everything is endowed with a new brilliance. As long as I do not raise my
cognition to this level, all knowledge remains worthless to me in the higher
sense. Things exist without me too. They have their being in themselves. What
does it mean if with their existence, which they have outside without me, I
connect another spiritual existence, which repeats things within me? If it were
a matter of a mere repetition of things, it would be senseless to do this. But
it is only a matter of a mere repetition so long as I do not awaken to a higher
existence within my own self of the spiritual content of things received into
myself. When this happens, then I have not repeated the nature of things within
me, but I have given it a rebirth on a higher level. With the awakening of myself,
there takes place a spiritual rebirth of the things of the world. What
things show in this rebirth, they did not possess previously.
For example, there outside
stands a tree. I take it into my mind. I throw my inner light upon what I have
apprehended. Within me the tree becomes more than it is outside. That part of
it which enters through the portal of the senses is received into a spiritual
content. An ideal counterpart to the tree is in me. This says infinitely much
about the tree, which the tree outside cannot tell me. What the tree is
only shines upon it out of me. Now the tree is no longer the isolated being,
which it is in external space. It becomes a part of the whole spiritual world
living within me. It combines its content with other ideas that exist in me. It
becomes a part of the whole world of ideas, which embraces the vegetable
kingdom; it is further integrated into the evolutionary scale of every living
thing.
Another example: I throw a
stone in a horizontal direction. It moves in a curved line, and after some time
falls to the ground. In successive moments of time I see it in different
locations. Through reflection I arrive at the following: During its movement
the stone is subject to differing influences. If it were only under the
influence of the impulse I gave to it, it would fly on forever in a straight
line, without any change in its velocity. But the Earth also exercises an
influence upon it. It attracts it. If I had simply let it go without giving it
an impulse, it would have fallen vertically to the Earth. During the fall its
velocity would have constantly increased. The reciprocal action of these two
influences produces what I actually see. Let us assume that I was not able to
separate the two influences mentally, and to reconstruct mentally what I see from
their combination according to certain laws; matters would remain at that which
is seen. It would be a spiritually blind looking on, a perception of the
successive positions occupied by the stone. But, in fact, matters do not remain
at this. The whole process occurs twice. Once outside, and there my eye sees
it; then my mind lets the whole process occur again, in a mental fashion. My
inner sense must be directed upon the mental process, which my eye does not
see, in order for it to realize that with my own forces I awaken the process in
its mental aspect.
One can again adduce a
dictum of J. G. Fichte, which makes this fact clearly intelligible: “The new
sense is thus the sense for the spirit; that sense for which only the
spirit exists and nothing else, and for which the other, the given existence,
also assumes the form of the spirit and becomes transformed into it, for which,
therefore, existence in its own form has actually disappeared... This sense has
been used for seeing as long as we have existed, and everything great and
excellent in the world, and which alone makes humanity endure, has its origin
in the visions of this sense. But it was not the case that this sense saw
itself in its difference from and its opposition to the other, ordinary sense. The
impressions of the two senses became fused; life split into these two halves
without a unifying bond.” The unifying bond is created by the fact that the
inner sense perceives the spiritual, which it awakens in its intercourse with
the external world, in its spirituality. Because of this, that part of the
things that we take up into our spirit ceases to appear as a meaningless
repetition. It appears as something new in opposition to what external
perception can give.
The simple process of
throwing a stone, and my perception of it, appear in a higher light when I make
clear to myself the task of my inner sense in this whole matter. In order to
combine intellectually the two influences and their manners of acting, a sum of
mental content is required that I must already have acquired when I perceive
the flying scone. I thus use a mental content already stored within me
upon something that confronts me in the external world. And this process of the
external world is integrated into the pre-existing intellectual content. In its
essence it shows itself to be an expression of this content. Through a
comprehension of my inner sense, the relationship of the content of this sense
to the things of the external world thus becomes apparent to me.
This is something that Fichte
could say without a comprehension of this sense, for him the world
splits into two halves: into things outside of me, and into images of these
things within me. The two halves become united when the inner sense understands
itself, and therewith realizes what kind of light it sheds upon things
in the process of cognition. And Fichte could also say that this inner sense
sees only spirit. For it sees how the spirit illuminates the world of
the senses by integrating it into the world of the spiritual. The inner sense
lets the external sensory existence arise within it as a spiritual essence on a
higher level. An external thing is completely known when there is no part of it
that has not experienced a spiritual rebirth in this way. Every external thing
is thus integrated with a spiritual content, which, when it is seized upon by
the inner sense, participates in the destiny of self-knowledge.
The spiritual content, which
belongs to a thing, enters wholly into the world of ideas through the
illumination from inside, just as does our own self. This exposition contains
nothing that is either capable of a logical proof or requires one. It is
nothing but the result of inner experiences. Those who deny its purport only
show that they lack this inner experience. One cannot dispute with that person
any more than one disputes about color with a blind person. It must not,
however, be asserted that this inner experience is made possible only through
the gift possessed by a few chosen people. It is a common human quality. Everyone
who does not refuse to do so can enter upon the path to it. This refusal,
however, is frequent enough. And one always has the feeling when one meets with
objections made in this vein that it is not a matter of people who cannot
acquire the inner experience, but of those who block their access to it by a
net of various logical fantasies. It is almost as if someone who looks through
a telescope and sees a new planet, but nevertheless denies its existence
because the calculations have shown that there can be no planet in that
location.
At the same time, in most
people there exists a definite feeling that with what the external senses and
the analytic intellect perceive, not all of the nature of things can be given. They
then think that the remainder must lie in the outside world, just as do the
objects of external perception themselves. What they should attain by
perceiving again, with the inner sense and on a higher level — that is, the
object which they have perceived and seized upon with the intellect — they
displace into the outside world as something inaccessible and unknown. They
then speak of limits to cognition that prevent us from attaining the “thing in
itself”. They speak of the unknown “nature” of things. They will not
acknowledge that this “nature” of things becomes clear when the inner sense
lets its light fall upon these things.
An especially telling
example of the error that lies hidden here was furnished by the famous
“Ignorabimus” speech of the scientist, Du Bois-Reymond, in the year 1876. Everywhere,
we should go only so far as to see manifestations of “matter” in the processes
of nature. Of what “matter” itself is, we are not to know anything. Du
Bois-Reymond asserts that we shall never be able to penetrate to the point
where matter haunts space. But the reason we cannot penetrate to this point
lies in the fact that nothing whatsoever can be found there. One who speaks
like Du Bois-Reymond has a feeling that the understanding of nature gives
results that point to something else, which this understanding itself cannot
give. But he does not want to enter upon the path that leads to this something
else, namely the path of inner experience. Therefore he is helpless when
confronted by the question of “matter”, as by a dark mystery. In the one who
enters upon the path of inner experience, things come to a rebirth; and what in
them remains unknown to external experience then becomes clear.
Thus our inner life not only
elucidates itself, but it also elucidates external things. From this point, an
infinite perspective for human cognition opens up. A light glows within that
does not confine its luminosity to this interior. It is a Sun that illuminates
all reality at once. Something appears in us that unites us with the
whole world. We are no longer merely the single accidental person, no longer
this or that individual. In us the whole world reveals itself. To us it
discloses its own interconnection, and it shows us how we ourselves, as
individuals, are connected with it. Out of self-knowledge is born knowledge of
the world. Accordingly, our own limited individuality takes its place
spiritually in the great interconnection of the world, because something comes
to life in it that reaches beyond our individuality, which embraces
everything of which our individuality is a part.
Thinking, which with logical
prejudices does not block its way to inner experience, will at last always
reach a recognition of the essential nature working within us that connects us
with the whole world; because through it we overcome the contrast of inner and
outer where the human being is concerned. Paul Asmus, the prematurely deceased,
clear-sighted philosopher, comments on this state of affairs in the following
way (cf. his work: Das Ich und
das Ding an sich (The Self and the Thing in Itself), p. 14f.):
“Let us imagine a piece of sugar: it is round, sweet, impenetrable, etc. All
these are qualities we understand. There is only one thing in all this that
appears to us as something absolutely different, that we do not understand, which
is so different from us that we cannot penetrate into it without losing
ourselves, from the mere surface of which our thought timidly recoils. This one
thing is the bearer of all these qualities, and is unknown to us; it is the
very essence that constitutes the innermost self of this object. Thus Hegel
says correctly that the whole content of our idea is only related to this dark
subject as an accident, and that we only attach qualifications to this essence
without penetrating to its depths; qualifications which finally, since we do
not know it itself, have no truly objective value, are subjective. Comprehending
thinking, on the other hand, has no such unknowable subject in which its
qualifications are only accidents, rather the objective subject falls within
the concept. If I comprehend something, it is present in my concept in
its totality; I am at home in the innermost sanctuary of its nature, not
because it has no essence of its own, but because it compels me, through the
necessity, poised over both of us, of the concept, which appears
subjectively in me, objectively in it, to re-think its concept. Through this
re-thinking there is revealed to us, as Hegel says, just as this is our
subjective activity, at the same time the true nature of the object.” Only he
can speak in this way who is able to illuminate the processes of thought with
the light of inner experience.
In my book, Philosophy of
Spiritual Activity, departing from different points of view, I also have
pointed to the primordial fact of the inner life: “There is thus no
doubt that in thinking we hold the universal processes by a corner where we
have to be present if they are to take place at all. And it is just this which
is important. This is just the reason why things confront me in such a mysterious
fashion, that I am so unconcerned with the process of their becoming. I simply
come upon them, but in thinking I know how it is done. Therefore there is no
more primordial point of departure for the contemplation of the universal
processes than thinking.”
To the one who regards the
inner experience of the human being in this way, the meaning of human cognition
within the whole universal process is also clear. It is not an unimportant
addition to the rest of the universal process. This is what it would be if it
represented only a repetition in the form of ideas of what exists externally. However,
in understanding, there occurs what does not occur anywhere in the
external world; the universal process confronts itself with its own spiritual
nature. This universal process would be forever incomplete if this confrontation
did not take place. With it our inner experience becomes integrated into
the objective universal process, which would be incomplete without it.
It can be seen that only the
life which is dominated by the inner senses — our highest spiritual life in the
truest sense — thus raises us above ourselves. For it is only in this life that
the nature of things is revealed in confrontation with itself. Matters are
different with the lower faculty of perception. The eye, for instance, which
mediates the sight of an object, is the scene of a process that, in relation to
the inner life, is completely similar to any other external process. My organs
are parts of the spatial world like other things, and their perceptions are
temporal processes like others. Their nature, too, only becomes apparent when
they are submerged in the inner experience. I thus live a double life: the life
of a thing among other things, which lives within its corporeality and through
its organs perceives what lies outside this corporeality, and above this life
a higher one, which knows no such inside and outside, but extends over both the
external world and itself. I shall therefore have to say that at one time I am
an individual, a limited I; at the other time I am a general, universal I. This
too Paul Asmus has put into apt words (cf. his book: Die indogermanischen Religionen in den Hauptpunkten
ihrer Entwicklung (The Indo-European Religions in the Main Points of
their Development, p. 29 of the first volume): “We call the activity of
submerging ourselves in something else, ‘thinking’; in thinking the I has
fulfilled its concept, it has given up its existence as something separate;
therefore in thinking we find ourselves in a sphere that is the same for all,
for the principle of isolation, which lies in the relationship of our I to what
is different from it, has disappeared in the activity of the
self-suspension of the separate I; there is only the selfhood common to all.”
Spinoza has exactly the same
thing in mind when he describes the highest activity of cognition as that which
advances “from the sufficient conception of the real nature of some attributes
of God to the sufficient cognition of the nature of things.” This advance is
nothing other than illumination of things with the light of inner
experience. Spinoza describes the life of this inner experience in glorious
colors: “The highest virtue of the soul is to apprehend God, or to comprehend
things in the third — the highest — kind of cognition. This virtue becomes the
greater the more the soul comprehends things in this way of cognition;
therefore the one who grasps things in this way of cognition attains the
highest human perfection and consequently becomes filled with the highest joy,
accompanied by the conceptions of self and of virtue. Hence from this kind of
cognition springs the highest possible peace of soul.” If we comprehend things
in this way, we transform our self within ourselves; for at such moments
our separate I is absorbed by the All I; all beings do not appear in
subordination to a separate, limited individual; they appear to themselves. At
this level, there is no longer any difference between Plato and me; what
separates us belongs to a lower level of cognition. We are only separate as
individuals; the universal that acts in us is one and the same. This
fact, one also cannot dispute with those who have no experience of it. They
will always insist that Plato and you are two. That this duality — that all
multiplicity is reborn as unity in the unfolding of the highest level of
cognition — cannot be proved, it must be experienced. Paradoxical as it may
sound, it is true: the idea that Plato represented to himself and the same
idea which I represent to myself are not two ideas; they are one and the same
idea. There are not two ideas, one in Plato’s head, the other in mine; rather
in the higher sense Plato’s head and mine interpenetrate; all heads that grasp
the same, single idea interpenetrate; and this unique idea exists only
once. It is there, and the heads all transport themselves to one and the same
place in order to contain this idea.
The transformation that is
effected in our whole nature when we look at things in this way is indicated in
beautiful words in the Indian poem, The Bhagavad-Gita, of which Wilhelm
von Humboldt said that he was grateful to his destiny for having permitted him
to live until he could be in a position to become acquainted with this work. The
inner light says in this poem, “An external ray from me, who has attained to a
special existence in the world of personal life, attracts to itself the five
senses and the individual soul, which belong to nature. When the effulgent
(radiant) spirit materializes in space and time, or when it dematerializes, it seizes
upon things and carries them along with itself, as the breath of the wind
seizes upon the perfumes of flowers and sweeps them away with itself. The inner
light dominates the ear, the touch, the taste, and the smell, as well as the
mind; it forms a bond between itself and the things of the senses. Fools do not
know when the inner light flames up and when it is extinguished, or when it
unites with things; only one who partakes of the inner light can know of this.”
So strongly does The
Bhagavad-Gita point to our transformation, that it says that the “sage” can
no longer err, no longer sin. If he seems to err or sin, he must illuminate his
thoughts or his actions with a light in which it no longer appears as error and
as sin, which appears as such to the ordinary consciousness. “He who has raised
himself and whose knowledge is of the purest kind does not kill and does not
defile himself, even though he should slay another.” This only indicates the
same basic disposition of the soul, springing from the highest cognition,
concerning which Spinoza, after describing it in his Ethics, breaks
into the inspiring words: “With this I have concluded what I wanted to set
forth concerning the power of the soul over the affections and over the freedom
of the soul. From this it appears how superior is a wise person to an ignorant
one, and how much more powerful than one who is merely driven by passions. For
the ignorant are not only driven in many directions by external causes and
never attains to true peace of soul, but they also live in ignorance of
themselves, of God, and of objects, and when their suffering comes to an end,
their existence also comes to an end; while the wise, as such, hardly
experience any agitation in their spirit, but rather never cease to exist in the,
as it were, necessary knowledge of themselves, of God, and of objects, and
always enjoy true peace of soul. Although the path I have described as leading
to this appears very difficult, it can be found nevertheless. And it may well
be troublesome, since it is found so seldom. For how is it possible that, if
salvation were close at hand and to be found without great effort, it is
neglected by almost everyone? But everything sublime is as difficult as it is
rare.”
Goethe has adumbrated
(outlined) the point of view of the highest cognition in monumental fashion in
the words: “If I know my relationship to myself and to the external world, I
call it truth. And thus everyone can have his own truth, and it is still always
the same truth.” Everyone has their own truth, because everyone is an
individual, distinct being beside and together with others. These other beings
act upon us through our organs. From the individual point of view, where we are
placed and according to the nature of our faculty of perception, we form our
own truth in intercourse with things. We achieve our relationship to things. Then
when we enter into self-knowledge, when we come to know our relationship to
ourselves, our particular truth becomes dissolved in the general truth; this
general truth is the same in everyone.
The understanding of the
suspension of what is individual in the personality, of the I in favor of the
All I, is regarded by deeper natures as the secret revealing itself within us,
as the primordial mystery of life. For this too Goethe has found an apt
expression: “And as long as you do not have it, this Die and Become, you are
only a dreary guest on this dark Earth.”
What takes place in our
inner life is not a mental repetition, but a real part of the universal
process. The world would not be what it is if it were not active in the human
soul. And if one calls the highest that is attainable by us the divine, then
one must say that the divine does not exist as something external to be
repeated as an image in the human spirit, but that the divine is
awakened in us. For this Angelus Silesius has found the appropriate
words: “I know that without me God cannot live for a moment; if I come
to naught He must needs give up the ghost. God cannot make a single worm
without me; if I do not preserve it with Him, it must fall apart forthwith.”
Such an assertion can only be made by one who premises that something appears
in us without which an external being cannot exist. If everything that belongs
to the “worm” also existed without us, it would be impossible to say that the
worm must “fall apart” if we do not preserve it.
In self-knowledge, the
innermost core of the world comes to life as spiritual content. For us, the
experiencing of self-knowledge means an acting within the core of the world. Those
who are penetrated by self-knowledge naturally also perform their own actions
in the light of self-knowledge. In general, human action is determined by
motives. Robert Hamerling, the poet-philosopher, has rightly said (Atomistik des Willens - Atomism
of the Will, p. 213f.): “It is true that man can do what he wills, but he
cannot will what he wills, because his will is determined by motives. He cannot
will what he wills. Let us examine these words more closely. Do they contain a
rational meaning? Would freedom of willing then consist in being able to will
something without cause, without motive? But what does willing mean if not to
have a cause for preferring to do or to aspire to this rather than that? To
will something without cause, without motive, would mean to will something
without willing it. The concept of motive is inseparably connected with
that of willing. Without a definite motive the will is an empty capacity; only
through the motive does it become active and real. It is thus quite correct
that the human will is not free insofar as its direction is always determined
by the strongest motive.” For every action that does not take place in the
light of self-knowledge, the motive or the cause of the action must be felt as
a compulsion. Matters are different when the cause is included within the
bounds of sell-knowledge. Then this cause has become a part of the self. The
will is no longer determined; it determines itself. The conformity to laws, the
motives of willing, now no longer predominate over the one who wills;
they are one and the same with this willing. To illuminate one’s actions with
the light of self-observation means to overcome all coercion by motives. Thereby
the will places itself into the realm of freedom.
Not all human actions bear
the character of freedom. Only the act that is inspired in each one of its
parts by self-observation is free. And because self-observation raises the
individual I to the general All-I, free acting is that which proceeds from the
All-I. The old issue of whether our will is free or subordinated to a general
regularity, an unalterable necessity, is an improperly posed question. Those
actions, which we perform as an individual, are un-free; whereas, those actions
are free that we perform after our spiritual rebirth. We are thus, in general,
not either free or un-free. We are the one as well as the
other. We are unfree before our rebirth, and we can become free through
this rebirth. The individual upward development consists in the transformation
of this un-free willing into one that bears the character of freedom. Those
who have penetrated the regularity of their actions as being their own, have
overcome the compulsion of this regularity, and therewith their un-freedom. Freedom
is not a fact of human existence from the first, but rather a goal.
With free acting we resolve
a contradiction between the world and ourselves. Our own deeds become deeds of
the universal existence; and, thereby, we feel ourselves to be in full harmony
with this universal existence. Each dissonance between our self and another we
feel to be the result of a not yet fully awakened self. But the destiny of the
self is that only in its separation from the universe can it find contact with
this universe. We would not be human if as an I we were not separated from
everything else; but we would not be human in the highest sense if, as such a
separated I, we did not enlarge our self out of ourselves to the All-I. Above
all, it is characteristic of human nature that it should overcome a contradiction
that originally lies within it.
Those who will allow spirit
to be the only logical intellect may feel their blood run cold at the thought
that things should experience their rebirth in the spirit. They will compare
the fresh, living flower outside, in the fullness of its colors, with the cold,
pale, schematic thought of the flower. They will feel especially
uncomfortable with the idea that those who take their motives from acting out
of the solitude of their self-knowledge should be freer than the spontaneous,
naive personalities acting out of their immediate impulses, out of the fullness
of their nature. To such a person, who sees only the one-sided logical aspect,
those who submerge their self within themselves will appear as a walking schema
of concepts, as a phantom, in contrast to one who remains in their natural
individuality. One hears such objections to the rebirth of things in the spirit
especially among those who are, it is true, equipped with healthy organs for
sensory perception and with lively drives and passions, but whose faculty of
observation fails when confronted with objects of a purely spiritual content. As
soon as they are expected to perceive something purely spiritual, their
perception is wanting; they are dealing with the mere shells of concepts, if
not indeed with empty words. Therefore, when it is a matter of spiritual
content, they remain the “dry, abstract people of intellect.” However, for one
who has a gift of observation in the purely spiritual, such as that in the
sensory realm, life naturally does not become poorer when one enriches it with
spiritual content. I look at a flower; why should its rich colors lose even the
smallest part of their freshness if it is not only my eye that sees the colors,
but also my inner sense which sees the spiritual nature of the flower as
well. Why should the life of my personality become poorer if I do not follow my
passions and impulses in spiritual blindness, but rather irradiate them with
the light of a higher knowledge? Not poorer, but fuller, richer is the life
reflected in spirit.